Shoulda Woulda.....

As i write this i should be at Badminton down in Acton, but due to the fact i'm damn lazy amongst other things i'm not there, so now i've missed one i need to actually get myself to next week, the night before Reading......perhaps not a great idea? I should drive home tuesday night! ARGH that means 2 weeks not going, so i think i'll have to send an email.

So i will go to the gym tomorrow (don't know when as i'm going to dinner with Olivia and her pal Kayleigh, so can't really go after work. Before work? HA you having a laugh.

One bug bear i do have about sports is how uncomfortable all women's sportswear seems to be. I mean if you've not got the body of a 12 year old boy, it doesn't seem to fit/stay up/hide what you're trying to get rid of. No i don't want to wear lycra in the gym amongst the skinny minnies when it gives me nightmares, and that was at my smallest.

So basically, i'm not going to badminton because i feel a bid tired and self pitying and i feel like that because i like to eat and not run, and if i ran more i probably wouldn't.  Basically a vicious cycle.

So all in all, today i want a body like this:

But maybe not that particular dress or sunglasses. For a more fashionable clothes horse with an enviable figure

I'd take either, just a bit sick of being a short chubster.